9 days left

 Looking around the house I am noticing so many things that still need to be taken care of.  Part of me wants to jump right in and just packing things away but the other part of me doesn't want to. It really shouldn't be this hard for me. I am getting the chance to do something amazing and career changing but the only thing I am thinking about at this time is how much I am going to miss my friends, family and animals.  I just wish I could take them with me to texas. Pack them up in my suitecase just in case I need my support system. I can honestly say I have never been away from family ever. I have always had someone there that was only a car ride away.   My animals are a different story... I am going to miss them like crazy. I know I will have people here in virginia beach taken care of them but I still worry. These animals truly mean the world to me.

  I guess I just wish that I wasn't so afraid to be doing this alone.

On a positive note... I had a great day yesturday. Went with mom and her friend to ECSC (East Coast Surfing Competition) to support my step sister in the swim suit contest and Josh Turner Concert. Sooo much fun just hanging out and absorbing virginia beach at its best.

Erin has the Orange Flower in her Hair

Actual Surfing portion of the Weekend Event.. MMMM surfers

Mom and I on the Beach

And of course Delicious Josh Turner...

And to top the night off had a great conversation with my  buuuuudddy. Its great to have such a good friend that had so much in common with me. FTW

Alright.. Time to go for a run and then pack or vice versa.. Depends on this heat

Song of the Day: Kings and Queens by 30 seconds to Mars